Hi, this is my first post here so I'm not sure quite what to expect or if I will even get any replies, but I really feel like I have no other place to turn for help. I am a 20 year old woman and for as long as I can remember I have been attracted to young boys. Obviously this was fine when I was younger, but now that I am 20 it is a real problem. I know I referred to myself as a 'pedophile ... Masturbation to porn became compulsive. Since I was young my interests were teenage girls so I tried to find such porn, at first it was just drawn porn, but soon I became obsessed with finding porn of teenage girls aka child pornography. But when i sit back and think about it im not looking at hardcore child porn like some people do my temptation is very softcore and even then the pictures have next to nothing sexually suggestive in them they are just beautiful girls and im 18 soo i think of it as having pictures of girls in my age group kinda like photos of girlfriends which ... Was the relationship with your father a healthy one, what about mother, good relationship? A teen girl attracted to older male pedos is not normal so something is off. Narcissistic parents maybe? A longing for a father figure that would shower them with attention, treat them like a princess. At the same time repulsed and attracted by those ... Site map of Rape and Sexual Assault News of Rape and Sexual Assault » Forum : Rape and Sexual Assault Open Discussions About Rape and Sexual Assault. I never ever sought out any underage picture specifically, but I do feel I may have stumbled on to some, which leads me to fear that at some point in my porn-watching I may have accidentally downloaded a porn video that involved illegal content. Accommodating Zoophilia in a Marriage by concernedhusband81 » Mon Jul 28, 2008 1:28 am Can gay thoughts come from watching porn? I pretty much started at straight, but that got boring after a while, so I switched to gay porn, then after that got repetitive, I went to futanari (Girls with Penises) Porn. He sat in the back bedroom on his computer watching porn and chatting with who all knows, while I stayed in the other end of the house on my computer hiding from him. Hi my name is drf0rk i am 18 years old. For the past 3 - 4 years I have been intrested in younger females it started with incest and young lesbian erotic stories. Then it went on to these "preteen modelling" sites which have had me addicted untill this point i have downloaded thousands upon thousands of "sets" and have hundreds of differnt models hidden deep on an external hardrive i have ...